hurricane
sweeps my heart, muddles my
head, leaps and
bounds, crashes and
burns, gets back up
again.

nightmare
follows me, entrances me,
scares me.

dream
soothes me, improves me,
leaves me, moves me.

how deep is that, amirite?

Pas de Un

Love

I decided
Today that I am in
Love.
With the idea of it.

dance
because i am insane
and sane
and sane
and sane
and in sanity
is my favorite type of insanity
and thanks for friends
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and insane
in the rain
dancing is my main
passion, it's not lame

Tralala,
over the moon,
for no particular reason,
but Shalala,
I'm in a rainbow mood.

I wrote really bad poetry today,
and my friend is sick,
and and and I'm followed by shadowwhispers of insecurity,
but I'm trying,
so I'm happy.

I'm at peace with Him,
Amazed, filled with mercy,
and yeah, God.
Here I am Lord, Send Me.

I used to be her-
you know- her-
and I am her-
just now her-
has changed.
Caterpillar, butterfly.

Shalala,
is this because of Sunday?
Where I sang my second-ever-solo in church?
No.
But I did.
Monday or Tuesday or Wednesday or today?

No.
Because I have made it through almost 13 years of my life.
I'm blessed.
(Even though I think we've missed the point of the prayer of Jabez)

I'm so happy that
you acknowledge me.
You're one of my best friends,
And I couldn't bear life without you.
Thanks for
...
listening.

I forgive you.
Both of you.
And it's forgotton-
just, I bottle up my emotions,
and then I explode
at ten o'clock at night, when I can't be held liable for my actions.
But I took a step
and I'm closer.